Just My Past Self: a blog about emotions, writing, and art.

So, I haven’t posted on here in a while, but this is a very personal poem to me that, whilst I can’t share it with those in my life, I felt compelled to share with someone. It’s a poem about loving someone, a very specific person, and all the false narratives that come with that.…

So… I’m twenty days (well, technically 3 weeks) in. How am I doing? How’s my project 50 progress? To start off with, still making a lot of art, although now it seems like there’s not enough time in the day to do everything! I’ve been kind of falling off on productivity this past week, I…

Hello! Since Today marks the two week mark of me starting Project 50, I thought I share with you how it’s been going. Sorry that I missed one week, but eh, I’ve got a job and other hobbies. Anyways, I’m really, really really happy with how it’s been going! I think one of my favorite…

Hello! I’ve been super obsessed with the Everything Goes On music video and just the song itself. It’s super emotional and I love the storyline and the colors and – ugh. Star Guardian Kai’sa really stood out to me, she’s so beautiful. Since I’ve been learning to play the song on piano, I thought I’d…

Hello! These are some drawings I made as part of project 50 Challenge 🙂 I don’t really have names yet, hence I don’t have captions. Inspiration recently struck, so I decided to make some drawings! The first one is inspired by a recent trip to a museum where I saw a lot of dinosaurs. I…

A 100 Word story that I wrote and had the idea for a while ago. Enjoy! A quiet pounding in the taxi, growing, and now strangers pushing past us, a cacophony of bodies, rows of seats, moving sidewalks, languages. Phrases building into my head, filling gaps in my ears-You sigh.“Guess… this is it. Ben.”I swallow.A…

Hello! Since I just finished Day 1 of project 50, I thought I would update all of you on how it’s going so far. Currently, it is June 22, 2023, so I will finish August 10, 2023. Conveniently enough, my internship ends August 11. Morning: I unfortunately did not wake up before 8 AM since…

thinking again I’m Live! And Doing Project 50! Hello! I launched the site and I’m super excited! I’ve been inspired recently, so I’ve decided to start project 50 starting tomorrow. Though I may not always document my results on this website, I’m excited to take on this challenge and share my journey with you! If…